Galatians 5:11Trying today to focus on positive aspects of my life. I need to reach down deep and start moving forward again. I really feel like I am on a treadmill - running and running but getting nowhere fast. I have the scripture above hanging on the wall of my office where I can glance at it throughout the day. I remind myself that I need to be patient and kind, steadfast and faithful in my dealings with customers and with my coworkers and family.
...the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness
Bible, New International Version (©1984)
Day 2 Neurontin
The leg pain has been flucutaing throughout the day, sometimes not bad, sometimes horrendous. I have had to do the dance of pain several times today. The pelvic pain is a little improved, but remains excruciatingly present. The neurontin has increased the diarrhea and nausea is constant. I am dizzy and having trouble focusing my eyes. The burning is almost gone in my feet, but the sharp stabbing pains persist. I am having new pain in The Belly and pray it is not pancreatitis again. I am sleepy but I can't fall asleep.
Having hives again this evening, not as bad as yesterday. Am going to bed in a few minutes. I feel really brain damaged this evening, suspect it is the medication, so I hope what I have written is comprehensable. I will try to sleep it off tonight Hoping you all have pain free days and restful nights.