Monday, November 16, 2009

No Free Spin

My Luck Stinks

A comment on one the groups I belong to got me to thinking about the odds of having so many different bizarre things wrong with me. I think in the Wheel of Fortune of health I came up BANKRUPT. Wishing I had a Free Spin to use to see if I would have better luck on the next spin! I really really wish I could hit one of those free Carribean vacations but I don't think that is in the cards.

I do have some common health problems, like far sightedness and Type II diabetes, but the pancreatitis and the hemicrania continua are a bit out of the norm. I also had Sphincter of Oddi dysfunction Type II (Papillary stenosis) which is not all that common, and multiple allergies (most specifically to myself) due to autoimmune issues including autoimmune urticaria. The majority of women with endometrial cancer are past menopause when they get it, while I was not yet 45. My colon doesn't work, and my pooper stopper is broke, AND the cankles have returned. Oh Woe! NOT THE CANKLES!!!

I'm feeling picked on tonight by the fickle finger of fate. Wishing it would point somewhere else for awhile, yet I don't think I could visit these problems on anyone else. Maybe somewhere they have a diagnositic machine like you put your car through, where it can give me a 52 point diagnostic report so I can know what part will be next to go defective. I'm betting on my kidneys - mainly because I'm running out of innards to ruin!

I know life could be worse, and there are those out there with real problems rather than me and my whiny attitude. But in the wee hours of the morning I have to confess that no food makes me whinier. I am going to have give myself an attitude adjustment about the food situation or lack there of. There are people in this world who have no food, and no way to get any and I'm complaining because my choices have been restricted.

Maybe when I eat my radioactive breakfast tomorrow the real food instead of Ensure will cheer me up with it's green eggs and ham glow! I would eat them in a box, I would eat them with a fox, I would eat them in a house AND I would eat them with a mouse. Why? Because this is the third day of liquid nutrition, and I can only stand one flavor of Ensure, and I would like something with a little texture. I did sneak a couple of crackers today, and they were deeeelicious!


  1. Things must be feeling pretty rough for you right now. It is ok to have a pity party for ourselves every now and then. Yes there are people out there with no food choices, but unfortunately that is not how we have been raised, so when those choices have been suddenly taken away, it makes it far more difficult to live with. Hang in there! Remember me when you with that trip! :D

  2. Unfortunately the closest I will probably get to the carribbean is when I take a "mind vacation"...Thanks Nicole.

    I'm less whiney this morning because I had radioactive oatmeal for breakfast. Ummmmm Real Food with just that hint of irradiation!

  3. Winny..... I am so very sorry for what is going on with you. That fickle finger of fate can be nasty! Much hugs to you and thank you for your concern about me. Blessings to you dear one...

  4. Hoping you are doing OK JBR. Thanks for the blessings and the hugs!!!

    Sometimes I wish fate would ricochet off me and fly out into outerspace!!! I seem to be like the black hole of bad luck...