Bad Headache No. 3 2010

No More NuBain EVER

Ended up in the emergency room last night.  I knew it was coming yesterday morning, but hoped I might be wrong.  Stubbornly I worked the whole day & drove home, but barely made it there with the last 15 minutes of the hour long communte being pure agony.  I thought about driving straight to the ER from work, but that is a big hospital and I would have waited forever to be seen and someone would have had to drive in to get me.  Instead I decided to chance the drive home.

It's bad when you end up at every traffic light praying for it to turn green as the pain mounts and you're not sure you can safely continue to drive, and you're not sure you can even make it home.  By the time I was home I was at the "Oh God Oh God Oh God" stage of pain.  My dear mother made me some ice packs and I packed my head and neck in ice trying to bring the pain under control.  Past the point where I could keep medication down, I slathered on some of the skin cream with phenergan and benedryl, but it was already too late. 

My head pain is sorta like a teeter totter - the pain kicks over center and there is no bringing it back down however hard I try.  Finally at nine o'clock I am way past where I can drive, so I call my sister to see if she can pick me up from the local emergency room if I call an ambulance.  She says she will just take me, which I hate for her to do because her husband is disabled from a stroke and her being away very long is hard on both of them.  She comes and gets me and we drive through the rain the 15 miles to the ER.

I have been dry heaving for the last two hours by the time we get there, and starting to shake all over from the pain - a sign for me that soon I won't be able to walk or talk from the pain @ a 10 on my pain scale.  I'm way past the "Kill me now" stage by this point.  The Headache at these stages surges forward with pain then lets off then surges forward with pain again, each time the pain increases a little more.  Every time I try to throw up the pain surges, so towards  the high end of the pain spectrum it gets pretty bad.  My blood pressure was high enough when the nurse triaged me it set the silly beeping alarm off which is like a drum beat in my head - BEEP pain BEEP pain BEEP pain...Augggh! 

Luckily or unluckily I looked so bad coming in, they triaged me within a couple of minutes and was so bad in triage they took me directly back to a bed.  Within 15 minutes I was evaluated by a doctor and in 20 minutes I was given a big shot of NuBain and phenergan.  I was so much in pain I was desparately thinking "There's something about NuBain I can't remember what it is" but I couldn't remember so I got the shot.  I was out of there in approximately an hour after I went in, which is quick for an ER.

The NuBain definitely made me floaty and sleepy but didn't do a thing for the pain.  Ooops, that was what I couldn't remember.  NuBain makes me throw up a lot, and doesn't help the pain at all - it "suspends" the pain at the level it is - the pain doesn't get worse, but it doesn't get better.  Hours later after I got home, slept and then woke up, the pain is still there.  Now almost 24 hours later the pain is still there, just still sleeping waiting for the meds to wear out and then go again.  I'm trying all my tricks to get it under control, because I don't want to end up in the ER again. Definitely for me, no more NuBain.  Sigh. 

I'm so grateful to my sister for her help.  Too many of my family have had to end up in ER with me in order for me to receive pain medication, because they won't give it to you if you don't have a ride home.  Sometimes I wish I just had a shot I could administer to myself without having to pay the $150 copay just to get pain relief.

All of my weekend chores like grocery shopping are on hold.  Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.

Bad Headache Days 14 & 15 2009

Yesterday's Gone, Tonight The Wind Blows

I don't remember much about yesterday. The Headache started in the middle of the night and after calling in the AM couldn't get into my regular doc. I let the hours tick by waiting for a callback to see if they could work me in, until it was too late and I had to head to the ER.

I went to the closest one, and sure enough there are no patients there until after I show up. Some poor lady who had had two strokes and now had pnuemonia, and an old guy from a car accident come cruising in. Instead of just getting a shot and getting out of there, I wait and wait and wait in an ER enclosure for them to give me the $@#% toradol injection and get out.

Well, the wait was too long so they give me the toradol and it doesn't do anything, they then add phenergan and something called NuBain to it. Well, the NuBain makes me woozier than heck, and knocks all knowledge of pain out of my body EXCEPT for my head! The Headache just gets worse because time has marched on again. My BP lowers, but not very much. Then they say well, we will try some dilaudid....My BP lowers again, but not very much, but the dilaudid did take my headache back a few notches. Success!

I wooze my way out of the ER, vomit all the way home (my poor brother again driving) and wooze my way to the couch. I sleep off and on, getting up only to have the dry heaves. By late evening I am sure I can hold some liquids and some crackers, but no go - to the bathroom I wooze again to toss it up. At about 2:00 AM I was able to hold some water down and my medication, and sleep. I don't think I will be adding NuBain to my list of successful medications. The Belly didn't like it, and it didn't help The Headache at all.

Today, rain and wind and tornados to the west of us has made this a gloomy day and gloomier night. I have slept through most of it, but The Headache is on ice this evening. I feel worn out and tired, and The Headache is trying to make the most of it! The Belly still is not feeling well, but I have drank some lemonade today and kept it down so I'm good.

The wind is whistling around the house and down the chimney and drippy icky rain is coming down in sheets. Tornado watch until midnight, but the local forecasters say the danger will be there until 2:00 AM. I will go to bed soon since the tornado watch is over although the rain and thunder continue. I hope to go to work tomorrow and hope for a better day!