Bad night last night, bad day today. I have already worked over 40 hours this week, and I have eight hours left. Every time I try to increase my hours, increase my work load The Headache pays me back. But I'm determined to keep trying. I want my life back, unreasonable and as unlikely as it is to happen.
I have a CT of my pelvis, lower spine and abdomen scheduled for Monday morning. My PCP is sure that I have some kind of bone problem with my nerves, and since this has been going on for some time insists that I do this. He also wants to make sure I don't have metastasis in the bones. One more co-pay, one more exposure to radiation, one more time to see that I don't have cancer anymore. I'm just tired, too tired to worry any more.
Going to work in a few minutes, very bad headache today not responding to the stimulator, but am going to try to work through it. Using my benedryl phenergan mixture, but so far no help. Doesn't bode well for the weekend. Sigh. Or probably this evening. Sigh. Or this afternoon. Sigh.....
My left eye is piercing pain, and my thinker is not thunking correctly. Bear trap in my brain has been tripped and has clamped on my synapses and won't let go!! Good side effect from having The Belly pain and The Leg pain, I have lost six pounds in the last two weeks. I am going to Woo Hoo for that!
Duty calls! Heading down the highway!
